Plans for the future...

Cheers to the future..Startin the new diet and the plans are immeasurable...

So it's time to shine, and sparkle....First off I'd like to say that Thanksgiving was amazing. Steve and I had so much fun...check out Steve's blog for the only advice you need http://thestunnerexperience.wordpress.com/ ..

There are so many amazing things coming in the future...stay tuned for more!

The diet started today. I did splurge a lil on the protein bars this morning, but most of all, the foods we have been consuming are ceasing, so we begin our 2011 journey...

Unstoppable YES, Owning it YES, dominating it YES...

That's that for now!
Kel

Thoughts of the day :)

I'm sitting here at the V.A. clinic and waiting to be seen by the doctor. I sit here thinking of the great and beautiful things in life that God has given me. Great people, new beginnings. I just had a realization, whether proven or not, but for a moment, I want to share my thoughts with you.

Its amazing that through life that all of the hardships we face harden up our heart. Its also amzing how we learn to survive when we have no where to hide and no where to escape to. When we are faced with harsh reality, we break apart and can't run from our own pain. This makes us less trusting and more suseptable to putting walls of defense up. The truth is, we never truely lose our childlike defenses, we are just handle it with more maturity.

Call it vulnerable if you will, vulnerability keeps you healthy and keeps you alive. When you open your heart, it makes you stronger than you could ever imagine. If you keep loving and learning from past mistakes, you can keep yourself open to vulnerable feelings. Feelings of love, feelings of pain. Pain and pleasure are constant. There is no eternal pleasure without pain and pain without pleasure.

I just know that I feel a safe vulnerability to the love of my life. My walls have come down and I love it. I just love him.